DELUSION

It was a pleasant summer morning and the was sun was shining ,I was at my school sitting in the computer lab and typing suddenly I saw a boy he was as normal like the others and thus the teacher continued with her lecture ,the lecture got over .I proceeded towards class and I dont know what happened and I then went out of the class again went to the computer lab and proposed that . I was myself shocked what I said and what I did and then I thought to say that it was a dare but he ignored me when I called him .Then for about six months I was not concerned about him and did not thought about  that incident again and then what happened I suddenly saw him on the stage and I remembered that yes he is that guy whom I proposed and  finally started seeing him and after a week or two I started to experience ECSTATIC  SHOCK  and started to like him ,days went by  I started to notice his stupid actions while standing on  the stage or while standing in public(scratching his penis,leaning on the mike.........)  and still people loved him which was not the same with me if I did the same thing people would have mocked about me like anything. I slowly started liking him and use to see him I loved his voice (no one can beat that ),and smile and every stupid action what he did . In my school days I never thought of talking to him as I never thought that I have a speech with which I can talk with .I was only happy seeing his smile and the days ended it was the time to say good bye and he is not going to come school again and the bubble  bursted and was facing the reality that I will no longer see him .I never wanted to make him mine just want that wherever with whosoever he stays he should be happy  and have that same  smile .